Temple of the Wild Saints Mastermind

 

Psychic exorcisms. Erotic initiations. Ego crucifixions. Death rehearsals. Holy madness rites. Grief feasts. Ecstatic humiliations.

Welcome To Sacred Disruption

A 12-Week Immersion in Tantric Liberation

For those ready to stop hiding from their own holiness… even the parts that make others deeply uncomfortable.

A 12-Week Immersion in Tantric Liberation

For those ready to stop hiding from their own holiness… even the parts that make others deeply uncomfortable.

 

The Temple of the Wild Saints Mastermind is a ritualized journey through the forbidden territories of consciousness—the places polite spirituality fears to tread.

 

If you’re expecting therapy wrapped in spiritual language, or coaching designed to optimize your life… think again.

This is a tantric initiation into an ancient lineage of wisdom holders who found God in the gutter and liberation through sacred transgression. 

âś“ 12 live ritual lab explorations
âś“ Weekly integration circles
âś“ A complete dissolution and reconstruction of who you think you are

The Temple of the Wild Saints takes its name from a tantric paradox:

the saint and the savage live inside the same body

Beyond the sanitized Western versions of tantra sold in weekend workshops or the Instagram-ready "sacred sexuality" that's been stripped of its danger… real tantra is the path of sacred transgression. 

The Mahasiddhas of Tibet understood this. They were wild, dangerous, scandalous, and holy saints who found God in the gutter and danced with demons until they transformed into angels.

They recognized that everything—pleasure and pain, beauty and horror, the holy and the profane—is the same divine energy wearing different masks.

The Mahassidhas broke the rules of both society and spirituality, not to shock, but to awaken.

This Temple carries their wisdom forward and invites you into their lineage

It is not a place of worship, but of practice — where the sacred is found in what we usually exile: grief, lust, rage, ecstasy, death.
The weekly ritual labs are our altar: live, embodied experiments that strip away the ego and return you to the raw, unmediated experience of being.
We practice liberation through embodiment, not transcendence. We find freedom, not by trying to escape it, but by diving deeper into the human experience.

Rather than promising happiness, this work promises something wilder: liberation. 

Not the freedom to feel good, but the freedom to feel everything as holy. To die before you die. 

To become a wild saint is to be broken open, laughing, unashamed, and ungovernable.

The Three Truths That Liberate

Our rituals are built on the foundation of three radical recognitions that shatter the spiritual fantasy of perfection:

First Truth: You are already holy (even the parts seen as dirty, broken, or wrong)

The shame, the guilt, the rage, the wild desires, the grief that won't heal pretty… these aren't obstacles to your enlightenment. They are your enlightenment, dressed in clothes that make the spiritual world uncomfortable.

Second Truth: Liberation happens through experience, not around it.

You cannot think your way to freedom, nor meditate your way around the mess. You have to go through the fire, let it burn away everything false, and discover what remains when the performance ends.

Third Truth: The path to the sacred runs straight through the forbidden.

What you've been taught to suppress, transcend, or "heal" contains the very energy that will set you free. The erotic, the shameful, the repulsive, the wrathful, the grieving, the ridiculous… these are not distractions from the divine. They are invitations into it.

Why the Ritual Labs Set You Free

Our ritual lab sessions are non-dual experiences—moments where the split between what you think you are and what you actually are collapses completely.

When you're lying on the floor in your own snot and tears, speaking to the dead, there's no room for the spiritual persona. When you're dancing like the animal you're terrified of, making sounds that have never come out of your mouth before, the ego has nowhere to hide.

The transformation happens in the dissolution. 

In these ritual containers, you’ll discover that you can survive being seen as:

▶ Messy and uncontrolled 

â–¶ Ridiculous and absurd

â–¶ Raw and sexual

â–¶ Angry and broken

â–¶ Grieving and desperate

â–¶ Mistaken and exposed

â–¶ Bad and unforgiven

And that surviving this witnessing is what sets you free from needing to be anything else.

You learn that you are not your image, your story, or your pain. You are the awareness that can hold all of it without being destroyed by any of it.

For Those Who Are Done Playing Small

You’ve tried everything else—retreats that promised transformation but left you unchanged, ceremonies that felt profound in the moment but didn’t stick. You’ve meditated, journeyed, and processed until your spiritual résumé looks like a masterpiece… yet something essential remains untouched. The parts of you that society branded as “too much,” “inappropriate,” or “wrong” are still locked away, growing stronger in the shadows. 

You know there's more. You can feel it clawing at your ribs.

The Temple of the Wild Saints is for those ready to stop hiding from their own holy disruption.

What Lives in the Temple

 

âś“ Sacred Trespass

We enter the territories marked "forbidden" by polite spirituality. Rather than trying to rise above these energies, we dive deeper into them and discover they contain the same divine essence as anything deemed "acceptable."

 

âś“ Ritualized Ego Death

Each week brings a new death and resurrection through embodied practice. You'll practice dying while alive, over and over, until you remember what can never actually be killed.

 

âś“ The Holy Fool's Initiation

Strip away the spiritual persona protecting you from your own power. Let your ego die dramatically and publicly, then watch what emerges—something wilder and more free than what you started with.

 

âś“ The Mahasiddha Path

Following in the lineage of the great tantric masters who found enlightenment through embracing rather than rejecting the full spectrum of human experience. They were called crazy saints, divine madmen, and sacred whores… all because they refused to split reality into acceptable and unacceptable parts.

 

What Each Ritual Demands 

Sacred work requires active participation in your own unbecoming
Each weekly live session will be 3 hours long: The first hour is for discussion, the second hour is the Ritual Lab, the third hour is integration and an explanation of the homework for the week

Small cohort integration: You will be broken into smaller groups, with whom you’ll meet in between the weekly Ritual Lab sessions to process and integrate what you experience in the Temple Lab

Preparation: Weekly homework and gathering materials for the following week

Participation: Camera on, full embodied engagement

Intensity: Emotionally raw, physically demanding, and spiritually disruptive, held in a field of deep care.

You Will Be Asked To: 

âś“ Show up on camera in vulnerable states
âś“ Make sounds you've never made before
âś“ Move your body in exposing ways
✓ Speak truths you've kept buried 
âś“ Witness others in their raw becoming
âś“ Complete integration work between sessions

Pre-Ritual Assignments Include: 

âś“ Creating masks, altars, and sacred objects
âś“ Writing confessions, obituaries, and mythic stories
âś“ Gathering props representing shame or suppressed aspects
✓ Setting up private ritual space in your home
âś“ Preparing mentally and emotionally for ego dissolution

You Won't Walk This Path Alone 

Weekly Integration Circles

In between rituals, you’ll meet in smaller cohorts with fellow participants. This is where you:

▶ Process what emerged in ceremony
▶ Share honest feedback and support
▶ Integrate insights into daily life
▶ Practice being witnessed in ongoing transformation
 
You won't passively consume content here. Everyone shows up to transform and hold space for each other.

Real-World Integration

The work extends beyond the Temple walls:

▶ Assignments that bring ritual energy into daily life
▶ Practices for embodying new aspects of self
▶ Sacred disruption exercises in public spaces
▶ Ongoing journaling and reflection prompts

Who Belongs in the Temple 

You're Ready If You:

âś“ Feel called to shadow work, but want to go deeper than talking
âś“ Can handle being witnessed in messy, vulnerable states
âś“ Are genuinely curious about what lies beneath your persona
âś“ Want transformation through experience, not just insight
âś“ Are willing to be embarrassed, in service of becoming whole
âś“ Feel drawn to tantric spirituality and non-dual practices

You're Not Ready If You:

âś“ Prefer gentle, nurturing approaches to healing
âś“ Need to maintain a curated spiritual image
âś“ Want intellectual understanding over embodied experience
âś“ Aren't prepared for intense group vulnerability
âś“ Seek quick fixes or surface-level insights
âś“ Are triggered by erotic or taboo spiritual content

Sacred Commitments 

Your Commitment:

â–¶ Attend all 12 live ritual sessions
â–¶ Complete pre-ritual assignments with full participation
â–¶ Show up authentically, even when uncomfortable
â–¶ Witness others without judgment or advice-giving
â–¶ Maintain confidentiality of what's shared in the Temple
▶ Engage with integration work between sessions

The Temple's Commitment:

â–¶ Hold sacred space for whatever emerges
â–¶ Guide you through each ritual with precision and care
â–¶ Provide clear frameworks for psychological safety
â–¶ Witness your becoming without trying to fix you
â–¶ Maintain the container for deep, transformative work

Investment & Sacred Exchange

 

Investment: $2,997
Payment Plans (6 or 12 months) and Limited Scholarships Available

 

The Temple of The Wild Saints runs quarterly with limited enrollment to maintain the intimacy required for this depth of work.

 

Next Temple Opens: TBD

Ready to Enter the Temple?

Submit an application. If you're aligned with this path, you'll receive an invitation to complete your registration.

The application process helps ensure you're prepared for the intensity and that the Temple can hold you safely through your dissolution and reconstruction.

APPLY NOW

A Warning and an Invitation

The Temple will disrupt your life. People may not recognize you when this work is complete. You may lose friends who preferred you contained and controllable. You may discover you've been living someone else's story entirely.

You may also discover that beneath all the performance and protection lives something wild, holy, and utterly free.

The parts of you that have been rejected, suppressed, and shamed are not your obstacles… they are your untapped power sources. The Temple provides the container to safely explore these forbidden territories and integrate what you find there.

If you're ready to stop hiding from your own holiness—even the parts that make others uncomfortable—the Temple is calling you home.

Your wild saint is waiting. Apply today.

PRACTICAL, RELATABLE BENEFITS

These benefits come through direct experience rather than intellectual understanding - you literally practice being seen in states you've been terrified to show anyone, which rewires your nervous system's threat responses around authenticity and vulnerability.