Temple of the Wild Saints
Psychic exorcisms. Erotic initiations. Ego crucifixions. Death rehearsals. Holy madness rites. Grief feasts. Ecstatic humiliations.
The Temple of the Wild Saints is a ritualized journey through the forbidden territories of consciousness—the places polite spirituality fears to tread.
If you’re expecting therapy wrapped in spiritual language, or coaching designed to optimize your life… think again.
This is a tantric initiation into an ancient lineage of wisdom holders who found God in the gutter and liberation through sacred transgression.
The Temple of the Wild Saints takes its name from a tantric paradox:
the saint and the savage live inside the same body
Beyond the sanitized Western versions of tantra sold in weekend workshops or the Instagram-ready "sacred sexuality" that's been stripped of its danger… real tantra is the path of sacred transgression.
From India to Tibet, the Mahasiddhas embodied this truth. They were wild, dangerous, scandalous, and holy saints who found God in the gutter and danced with demons until they transformed into angels.
They recognized that everything—pleasure and pain, beauty and horror, the holy and the profane—is the same divine energy wearing different masks.
The Mahassidhas broke the rules of both society and spirituality, not to shock, but to awaken.
This Temple carries their wisdom forward and invites you into their lineage
It is not a place of worship, but of practice — where the sacred is found in what we usually exile: grief, lust, rage, ecstasy, death.
The weekly ritual labs are our altar: live, embodied experiments that strip away the ego and return you to the raw, unmediated experience of being.
We practice liberation through embodiment, not transcendence. We find freedom, not by trying to escape it, but by diving deeper into the human experience.
Rather than promising happiness, this work promises something wilder: liberation.
Not the freedom to feel good, but the freedom to feel everything as holy. To die before you die.
To become a wild saint is to be broken open, laughing, unashamed, and ungovernable.
Why the Ritual Labs Set You Free
Our ritual lab sessions are non-dual experiences—moments where the split between what you think you are and what you actually are collapses completely.
When you're lying on the floor in your own snot and tears, speaking to the dead, there's no room for the spiritual persona. When you're dancing like the animal you're terrified of, making sounds that have never come out of your mouth before, the ego has nowhere to hide.
The transformation happens in the dissolution.
In these ritual containers, you’ll discover that you can survive being seen as:
▶ Messy and uncontrolled
▶ Ridiculous and absurd
▶ Raw and sexual
▶ Angry and broken
▶ Grieving and desperate
▶ Mistaken and exposed
▶ Bad and unforgiven
And that surviving this witnessing is what sets you free from needing to be anything else.
You learn that you are not your image, your story, or your pain. You are the awareness that can hold all of it without being destroyed by any of it.
For Those Who Are Done Playing Small
You’ve tried everything else—retreats that promised transformation but left you unchanged, ceremonies that felt profound in the moment but didn’t stick. You’ve meditated, journeyed, and processed until your spiritual résumé looks like a masterpiece… yet something essential remains untouched. The parts of you that society branded as “too much,” “inappropriate,” or “wrong” are still locked away, growing stronger in the shadows.
You know there's more. You can feel it clawing at your ribs.
The Temple of the Wild Saints is for those ready to stop hiding from their own holy disruption.
What Lives in the TemplE
We enter the territories marked "forbidden" by polite spirituality. Rather than trying to rise above these energies, we dive deeper into them and discover they contain the same divine essence as anything deemed "acceptable."
Each week brings a new death and resurrection through embodied practice. You'll practice dying while alive, over and over, until you remember what can never actually be killed.
Strip away the spiritual persona protecting you from your own power. Let your ego die dramatically and publicly, then watch what emerges—something wilder and more free than what you started with.
Following in the lineage of the great tantric masters who found enlightenment through embracing rather than rejecting the full spectrum of human experience. They were called crazy saints, divine madmen, and sacred whores… all because they refused to split reality into acceptable and unacceptable parts.
What Each Ritual Demands
Sacred work requires active participation in your own unbecoming
Each weekly live session will be 3 hours long: The first hour is for discussion, the second hour is the Ritual Lab, the third hour is integration and an explanation of the homework for the week
Small cohort integration: You will be broken into smaller groups, with whom you’ll meet in between the weekly Ritual Lab sessions to process and integrate what you experience in the Temple Lab
Preparation: Weekly homework and gathering materials for the following week
Participation: Camera on, full embodied engagement
Intensity: Emotionally raw, physically demanding, and spiritually disruptive, held in a field of deep care.
You Will Be Asked To:
Pre-Ritual Assignments Include:
You Won't Walk This Path Alone
Weekly Integration Circles
In between rituals, you’ll meet in smaller cohorts with fellow participants. This is where you:
You won't passively consume content here. Everyone shows up to transform and hold space for each other.
Real-World Integration
The work extends beyond the Temple walls:
Who Belongs in the Temple
You're Ready If You:
You're Not Ready If You:
Sacred Commitments
Your Commitment:
The Temple's Commitment:
Investment & Sacred Exchange
Investment: $2,997
Payment Plans (6 or 12 months) and Limited Scholarships Available
The Temple of The Wild Saints runs quarterly with limited enrollment to maintain the intimacy required for this depth of work.
Next Temple Opens:
January 10th and runs for 12 Saturdays through
March 28th, 2026 at:
9:00 AM - Los Angeles / 12:00 PM - New York / 5:00 PM - London
Somatic Activated Healing Members save 15% on enrollment
Ready to Enter the Temple?
Submit an application. If you're aligned with this path, you'll receive an invitation to complete your registration.
The application process helps ensure you're prepared for the intensity and that the Temple can hold you safely through your dissolution and reconstruction.
APPLY NOW
A Warning and an Invitation
The Temple will disrupt your life. People may not recognize you when this work is complete. You may lose friends who preferred you contained and controllable. You may discover you've been living someone else's story entirely.
You may also discover that beneath all the performance and protection lives something wild, holy, and utterly free.
The parts of you that have been rejected, suppressed, and shamed are not your obstacles… they are your untapped power sources. The Temple provides the container to safely explore these forbidden territories and integrate what you find there.
If you're ready to stop hiding from your own holiness—even the parts that make others uncomfortable—the Temple is calling you home.
Your wild saint is waiting. Apply today.
